A girl with so many names.. who is she?

I am Mistress’s slave.

persephoneia, phaedre, phae, perse,  sara..

That is who i am regardless of the names given to me. I have belonged to Mistress now for a just over a year, and i have been blogging from the start by her order. Because of Her i am who i am today, and i have grown in many areas of my life. Not because She walked me through it but by Her guidance, Her grace and Her wisdom and the examples they have showed me and i will be forever grateful for that. She has shown me the true meaning of submission and i believe truely that there could never be another Domme in my life.

I belong to Her online and off. She controls everything i do with my online time, and She controls everything feasible of my offline life. My appearence, when i can cum, my routine, how long i nap , when i go to bed, if i am allowed to go away and where and a lot more. Everything i am is Hers. Since being Hers noone has touched me rl and noone other than those She allows online. We unfortunately live a considerable distance away so visiting is hard but with patience that will come too. It is something that really frustrates me. Especially with the.. online/offline argument. I’m a rl slave restricted to a largely online environment. We have much more contact than just online and we share much more than the typical online sub might but at times it is frustrating and hard. But i am patient and i know one day soon i will see my Mistress in person and kneel to Her and be the girl she so deserves. i know my place.

I am her slave, her slut, her girl, her little girl, her bitch, her lover and her friend.

Our relationship has grown over the year i have been hers. When i first came to be hers i was not her slave, nor did i contemplate it no matter how much the idea excited me. I was and have always been devoted. There have been harder times, but we have worn them through and She has stood by me and i have stood by her. She took my submission and made it what it is. So many of O/our friends seem to look at my submission and see something worth admiring and i am flattered. I am not perfect, far from it but i am always devoted and loyal.

I have found that since i became her slave, that it has taken a much larger emotional bond and that my feelings have deepened greatly. Sometimes its hard to not be needy, and clingy because of them. I find it quite a battle actually and at the same time the freedom to completly let go into what is one of my darkest desires and completly surrender myself to another is freeing in ways i cannot say.

I hope to be Hers for a long long time.. until She no longer wishes for a slave, and i will always be in Her life. I love her with all i am.