Warning… Inspired by a chick flick.

I was watching my favourite chick flick ever, the perfect man,  I havn’t had chance to watch a movie in a long time. I’ve had other things to do but i had the chance today. Mistress and brother were out shopping. It always makes me feel good to watch it. It reminds me just how much of a miracle and a learning experience love can be in finding yourself and how important the ones you love are in that discovery. Theres one part of the film, and i always always forget it but if it doesnt just sum up for me my feelings right now i dont know what does. “The way i feel about you is like friendship on fire. You make me feel on fire.I love you”.

Mistress went out shopping today and to lunch with a friend. She has wanted for a little while now to get something for me and brother to signify our submission and our feelings. She wasnt sure if she wanted a ring or a bracelet for a while. She was holding out till the right thing grabbed her. Though she has felt that it is important to her. She was hoping to maybe find something today. I know she had a good time with her friend, ate sushi, had a reading and then off to shop at a metaphysics store and a mall. Mistress phoned me before she got to the store to let me know her plans and generally chat. It was good to hear her so happy. She said if she found the perfect piece for me she would call me. And she did. I’m overwhelmed she even got me something at all. I don’t get presents often. But, when she called to tell me that she had found me the perfect ring for me, that she wants me to wear on my ring finger. This song came on. It made me smile so much. I don’t think there would be a better way to talk about what has happened to me and how good things are now.

I really am in shock that Mistress has got me anything at all. it makes me giddy. not only did she get me one ring, to be my collar, to wear on my ring finger.But she also got me a ring for christmas. And a whole box full of special things.. She’s put so much thought into this.. It brought tears to my eyes, not that i said. It makes me very happy to think i will have something from Mistress like that. It has really touched me deeply. very..:)

I also after hearing that Mistress had had a reading, to do one of my own. But when i got my cards i decided i didn’t want to do a general reading, so i pulled a card for each person i could think of that were important in my life right now. It came out quite interesting.

Mistress came out as the ace of wands. Inspiration and creativity, self growth and development. Reflective of fire, and summer. Mistress really has opened up my self development and growth. She was a very big catalyst of it and sparked a return of some of my inner strength. She is the person in my life that makes me feel warm, safe, protected nd nurtured. *smiles* i think this card fits her well.

Brother came out as the 10 of swords. The first thing that comes to mind when i see that card is courage. Brother really has helped my courage grow, and showed me that i really can trust in a man again. But in the past it shows i havn’t dared to trust him. That i have seen drama, when there isnt any and expected the worst. This is on an up turn now though.:)

I pulled one for Mystress Swan. She came out as justice. A balance. Between one world and another. Mystress Swan really has been there for me, to help with my emotuional difficulties, and when i have been missing Mistress. There couldn’t be a more apt card..

~ by chyldeofthenorns on November 23, 2008.