I feel floaaty. Like im outside myself., Everything is so heavy and hard to do right now.l I can feel me trying but its like im in a huge vat of treacle or something. You know sometimes how you wake up and you feel lik your not awake really. just floating outside yourself, barely able to pay attention and at the same time completley aware of everything around you. I feel  so opn roght now. I don’t know how to explain it. i’ve felt that floaty feeling beofre but nothing like this its like everythings amplified. I wish i could just jump through the cam screen lol. i just want to curl up at Mistress’s feet. I feel really connected with brother and Mistress right now and i can feel everyhting i feel for them a million fold. Its lile a firework going off, usually its just like when its been lit waiting to go off, but right now its like its gone boom. I feel warm and kinda fuzzy and cloes to them.                i think right now id do anything i feel so.. malleable..my energies going all pingy i can feel it and i have a slight headache. i feel so devoted and close and small and i want to be this way forever irght now.

~ by chyldeofthenorns on November 23, 2008.