Desire

I’ve had a few thoughts today and some stirrings that have been missing for a while. *blushes* . I was thinking of Mistress and loni, and hearing loni’s voice clearly a little later on, and i had stirrings of desire. For the first time in just over a month i actually wanted to play with myself but I didn’t as i am unsure what the rules are for that right now, and Mistress stated yesterday not to do anything without her say so.

Now that Mistress has brother with her 24/7 i do not know how things in that way will be for me now. Is a slave that isn’t there as much of a tempting prospect when the real thing is there. Don’t misread that as jealousy because i am not. I am happy for Mistress and brother. Its more a curiosity. Especially now that both my body and my mind are agreeing that i am allowed to feel desire again.

~ by chyldeofthenorns on October 31, 2008.