I want *will* get!

I want to go to bed, and i want to write something.. so this is going to be very short.. i need to get something out.. say something…This is kind of a semi vent.. and partly to get it out of my system so i can move on..but its summarised so excuse its bluntness but i am tired too, i hate getting the urge to write b4 bed..

I felt very alone while the whole a and l thing was going on..I felt pushed to the side in the end. not at first but in the end i did..I wanted one of them to go away at points and it didnt matter which because i wanted my Mistress back.. I felt like I had lost her. I was angry at times. I was her friend through all of this and had no regrets on that score at all in the slightest.. but my submission was *it felt after a while even though i know Mistress tried all she could* pushed aside… I want my Mistress back now, which is happenign. but i want to say it.. want to shout it. .I WANT MISTRESS BACK!

~ by chyldeofthenorns on July 31, 2008.