Blessings

Mistress has given me an assignment based on a email she sent me yesterday about the power of gratefulness and blessing even in harder times. That remembering what good there is in your life and turning that into something to hold to , turning a negative into a positive. But its hard to do. Really hard to do when things are hard. I wonder where people get the strength and how long someone can hold onto gratefulness in the face of other things. When you think your world is slipping away.

I have been focussing a lot on how hard things have been forme lately, and honestly i dont think unreasonably in a way. Things have got to a point where no longer could i focus on the blessings of things. When it comes to Mistress i can be very selfless but there comes a point when that starts to lead to other feelings if left to its own.

If i was asked whether i had gratefullness now i could say yes, i do.. I am grateful for so much.. but… There are other things that lie on toip, causing cracks that need to heal.

~ by chyldeofthenorns on July 30, 2008.