The joys of my Mistress

Mistress said something to me last night i want to share because it is deeply important to me, gave me so many feelings. An immensely deep sense of her power over me, her caring for the journey that we share together, and through that complete power, a sense of comfort.Love. And arousal.

” I keep finding blogs that are relevant to your journey and ones relevant to mine and we are both on a journey sarah, mine however is to control you, yours is to submit to me, and you will, completely.
At times you will be like that little slave girl you’re reading about today with such zeal, at times you will be like persephone wearing little girl clothing, sitting in that space that only you can create with your cuteness i so love and at times you will be my pure slut, doing everything EXACTLY as I say to whomever I say, being a sexual slave to me and all my desires and I know these words excite you.” My Mistress..last night on instant messenger.

I love how Mistress brings all of these things out in me, some of which have laid very dormant in me.. If you’ve read previous posts you will understand about the little girl part of me. I love that we are taking this journey together and that she accepts every part of me, thinking it beautiful.. Even some of my more ungracious moments..:P

“but you will always on the face of things to the public, even in your rants and little girl tirades, be beautiful to me. And if you’re not to others, then I will make a public display of that, such as in that blogpost that I’m considering.“( Mistress on instant messenger)

Mistress is referring there to a protected post i made ranting about things. I was a very sulky little girl that night and let a lot out. I hope she doesn’t make it public i really was a sulky thing that night and it is rather embarressing to say that.

“There are still sides of me you haven’t seen yet girl… *grins*
i can imagine your pretty face all scrunched up as you perform for me so many miles away“

Oh that made me shiver. I want to see every side of Mistress. I want to completly submit doing all her whims, even those I havn’t seen. I can’t imagine what i have yet to see and that anticipation makes me catch a breath with every speculation i make to those unseen sides of Her. I want her to completely humiliate me, i want to be used, i want to be her sweet little girl, her slut and all else she wishes me to be.

I’m a very happy girl to be owned by such a wonderful caring Mistress.

little girl with many sides to my nature.

~ by chyldeofthenorns on June 25, 2008.